my first crush

haha.. i mean, my first crash.

4 jam sebelumnya..
on the way dari kedai, sbb nak cepat, tak perasan pulak ada jalan rosak kat depan. siap ada steam roller tgh ratakan jalan dgn batu itam bitumen. cuma sempat brek.. screeeech... tak sempat sgt stop, if perasan 3 minit sblm tu, mungkin tak hentam roller tu, tp alhamdulillah, sempat pusing sikit, so pintu penumpang menghentam steam roller itu.


dem.. kemik pintu. nak call jane, adik ipar, or my bapak also cannot. hanfon dr pagi tinggal kat rumah. sux gile. keta tak rosak pon.. cuma i was a bit shocked. kepala lutut rasa mcm jadi jeli. my first crush crash.bertahun bawak keta, tak penah kena saman, tak penah langgar atau scratchkan kereta. hari ni la plak baru nak kena. aih..


so, org yg wat construction tu mcm pandang pelik je kat den. dia ingat den terhantuk ke ape. i cakap im ok je. bg 5 minit jap, nanti i drive sendiri balik. hahaha.. bukan rosak enjin pun. cuma kemik saja.. mcm terjaga dr mimpi plak. my brain agak2 mushy sikit. sgt distracted.

i swear, one of this day, im going to get myself killed behind my own keta buruk.


so, skang kat umah, rehat jap sejam. kena balik meniaga semula nih. hu... tak bg tau sesapa pun lg. if anyone ask, i'll just say scratch tepi penghadang. lgpun, sempat singgah n ketuk sikit kat bengkel td. haha.. malas ler kalu kene bebel.. drop my water face only.


balik td, rasa cam sejuk2 je badan. tekejut lg kot. pasang lagu.. haha.. my fav song, kebetulan. pehh.. lagu ni dulu pernah i n kawan2 nyanyi bagai nak rak atas bot on the way from ppulau labuan to pulau papan, one of those trip yg sgt best..i ingat masa tu, hari cam nak ribut, so we tot, if the boat sink, at least, we have been singing while it happened. gile.. haha.. bleh plak teringat jaman2 muda dgn keta yg dah kemik. hehe.. layan je la..

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

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slicing thru..

pernah tak terasa, secara tiba2, rasa agak2 sedih n suddenly, ur heart went cold. how do i say this, mcm a knife slicing thru ur heart. its like.. zingggggg.. u can actually feel it. sampai kena letak tgn atas dada belah kiri, coz u can acually feel the knife slicing thru. rasa cold.. withering..


baru nk tido, tp kena letak tangan atas dada.. something.. slicing thru..

shud not, would not, can not, shall not..

never think.


:)

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the blower's daughter

wahaha.. den cam tak caya den tgh enjoy tgk game bola mlm nih. smbil men tenet smbil tgk liverpool vs hull city. baru minit ke 51 nih beb tapi torres dah score 3 bijik. 3-1 dah beb. hot giler game nih. tak macam everton vs portsmouth td. bosan giler..muahahaa.. giler sexy torres nih. baru perasan malam nih.. :p

ok keadaan rumah den sgt kucar kacir skearang nih. the gurls, my adik2 yg kaki bola nih tgh dok depan tv khusyuk tgk bola. the gurls nih sgt fanatik bola, siap main fantasy football n ada liga dlm staduim astro. laptop besepah2 kat ruang tamu nih. siap jane ngan asben dia main game mafia wars kat facebook lg.. hanya den sorang saja yg tengah.. tengah... :p

meanwhile, tgh2 layan bola n tenet nih, someone dear dedicate this beautiful song for me.. hope u all enjoy it as much as i do :)

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new 

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setia seorang isteri..

sangat tersentuh bila baca entry kak laila disini.


it goes to show, true love exist somewhere, somehow.. tho, for a moment in time, i almost.. almost believe 'love' is one great notion of myths, surrounded by lies, invented purposely to mislead the gullible.. hehe..

it also goes to show that, if we really believe in something, work hard for it, then somehow, somewhere, it pays in the end. altho, not in the form of payment that we would have like it to be, but Allah has a way of bestowing upon us something else that we might learn to appreciate in time..

setia dan ikhlas seorang isteri,, sanggup mengharung berbagai halangan, demi kasih sayang pada seorang suami.. redha akan ketentuan yang diletakkan ALlah dibahunya, iltizam dan yakin sesungguhnya bahagia pasti ada dihujung perjuangan..

what could be more romantic than that?

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Vaksin HIV kurangkan risiko jangkitan virus sebanyak 31%

sumber: utusan meloya melayu

BANGKOK 24 Sept. - Buat pertama kali, satu uji kaji vaksin berjaya mencegah jangkitan virus AIDS, satu titik perubahan kepada wabak maut itu selain satu keputusan yang mengejutkan.
Para penyelidik di bandar ini hari ini memaklumkan, vaksin tersebut mampu mengurangkan risiko jangkitan HIV pada kadar lebih 31 peratus dalam eksperimen vaksin AIDS terbesar di dunia yang melibatkan lebih 16,000 sukarelawan di Thailand.

"Walaupun kesannya sederhana, ia merupakan bukti pertama bahawa kita kini mempunyai vaksin pencegahan AIDS yang selamat dan berkesan,'' kata Kolonel http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=9125075863458431850Jerome Kim semasa diwawancara melalui telefon.

Menurut anggaran Pertubuhan Bangsa- Bangsa Bersatu (PBB), setiap hari seramai 7,500 orang di seluruh dunia dijangkiti HIV; dua juta orang maut akibat AIDS pada 2007.

p/s: lately, sgt malas nak baca news atau hendak mengambil tahu pasal pergolakan politik tanah air. pandi semangat bg updates bagan pinang, dan den pulak angguk2 sajer. mengapakah demikian.. hehehe... otak den akhir-akhir ni sgt menolak dari memikirkan perkara yang berat-berat. hanya hendak buat perkara-perkara yang santai-santai saja seperti makan ais krim smbil layan youtube dan/ atau makan kerepek sambil surf cerita-cerita kelakar kat internet. mengapakah agaknya.. :p

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newmoon

i just cannot resist.. lamanya lg november.. :p

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selamat hari raya aidil fitri dan maaf zahir batin

ops.. terlambat untuk mengucapkan pada semua sahabat2..

selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri 1430H, semoga dirahmati Allah, dimurahkan rezeki dan dimudahkan segalanya..

hari raya kali ni sgt best.. mcm biasa, raya kat kampong, dikelilingi sedara mara, kazen2, makcik2, pakcik, anak2 buah yg comel2, sgt la meriangkan. hijau hutan sebelah bukit, sgt nostalgic. drawback nya cuma, i got too much time in my hand, my brain goes extra creative, makes me dreamy, n less focus. aha.. holiday blues. its just a phase, i guess..

so, den bercuti smpi ari rabu nih kot, insyaAllah. me and the gurls got more interestin plan back home. we plan to go become the beach babes once again. yeeeehaaa.. its been a long time since we take a dip in the vast ocean. hehe, i.e: nak pegi swimming at Simpang Mengayau, the northern tip of borneo. ok, scratch that. actually we plan to go sight seeing at the tip, and take my father's land cruiser, masuk hutan off-road style, n go to this one beach. sebuah pantai yang jauh dr pelusuk org ramai, lokasinya agak rahsia, tak ramai org pergi sana sbb keadaan jalan masuk tu agak payah sikit. there, we go to swim n spend the day.. lately, cuaca agak mendung2 sikit, n slightly windy. so its a nice day to go to the beach..


since they said life is too short, after this holidays, i got a list of things to do. it goes something like this..


1. belajar nek beskal.. (ok, sapo gelak siap.. ngeee..)

2. nak beli kasut sukan baru, sbb nak mula balik running at night. ada org kutuk, sbb dia kata badan den tak fit sbb tu slalu sakit. dem.. hihi.. fine.. ok2.. pasnih mula balik sukan berlari.. (as if hari-hari den tak cukup penat dah..)
3. nak beli gitar sbb tetiba bersemangat nak main gitar ala2 taylor swift. ngeee..


(susunan diatas tak ikot priority.. ngee...)

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boikot baju raya baru

tawon ni, no baru raya for me.

boikot baju raya baru.

membazir.

baju thn2 lepas pon ada lagi. elok lagi. muat lagi. boleh pakai lagi (semua pun baru pakai sekali..)

kalau dalam setahun, takat 3 jam je nak pakai, baik tak payah.

can't be bothered.

tahun ni, den nak pakai baju raya brand g.a.p... or anything vintage..

ngee....

so, boikot baju raya baru.

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krisis minyak

......6:18 pm, dah dua minit berlalu masa bukak pose. tp kitorang masih berusaha menentang arus trafik nak balik rumah. bukak pose dlm keta takper, tp nih ha.. bekejar balik sbb bapak sengsorang kat rumah, takde food. ni kompom bapak tarik muka 14 nih. padan le muka kitorang, kuar last minit. mak n jane n atik dah balik kg awal tghari td.


......6:25 pm.. parking dpn rumah. suruh adik turun anto makanan dulu, den nak pi isi minyak. esok kene jalan jauh lg. malas pagi2 baru nak g isi minyak..


..... stesen pertama, shell. uih.. bnyk giler kereta beratur. siap kuar ke jln raya tu. ada la dlm 30meter panjang kereta beratur kat jalan. aik.. apahal nih. ahh takper. tgk kat petronas lak..

.......smpi kat petronas, alhamdulillah, lengang je. ada dua tiga keta je parking. haha.. gelak dlm hati. tah ape2 la yg isi minyak kat shell tu. sanggup beratur panjang. mmg la minyak petronas ni komposisi dia low in quality, tp tak sanggup den nak beratur lama mcm tu. smbil lenggang2 mak minah, den pon gi kaunter, hulur rm50.


"sorry, minyak dah habis.."


"huh?" wtf*

"penghantaran minyak delay, mungkin esok baru smpi"

"ok." wth**

****

aiseh. esok kena jadi supir nih. tgk minyak ni cuma 1/3 tank saja. tak sampai kk nih. maybe smpi kb la kot. jarak dr rumah ni nak smpi the next stesyen minyak ni dlm 200km. kalu highway cukup la.. nih naik turun bukit, dgn jalan under construction circa 10thn lepas, mmg gamble la.

hmm.. on a lighter note, what's life without risk***?

* what the fudge
** what the honey
*** calculated




 

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Statistik Influenza A H1N1 pada 9 Hb September 2009

statistik kompilasi by ABgJoe. Klik untuk lebih besar. Untuk lebih lanjut, sila layari

http://info-h1n1.blogspot.com/2009/09/statistik-ah1n1-9hb-sep-2009.html

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