who am i

i will be very brief and straight to the point.

hari ni, ada seorang cikgu, offer me a teaching position. this is unlike any other offer that i always refused. this 'teaching position' offer actually made me wanted to laugh my butt off. and perhaps, after i laughed my butt off, i will most probably sit down and think very hard on the 'why on earth do they think that i fit to teach in a christian missionary private school.

yep. its a privately own christian missionary school run by the anglican church.

when she said that they will welcome me as one of the teacher, i was laughing and giggling hysterically inside. she said dat it was ok for a Muslim to teach there. i find that, it was so funny that i, miss Evelyn, had the quality to teach their christian children in a christian missionary school. and the pay is lucrative and big bucks are sure to roll in. btw, the school is own by anglican which is funded all the way from the US. gempak eh?

now, i had refused may job offers. dat will include, being a lecturer, being a finance executive (albeit that i have no finace background, this is really nepotism working at its finest), executives here n there, etc etc etc.. its all in government sectors, n everybody just thot i shud just grab any of those offer n settle for it. but i wont. more on this later.

but a teacher at an anglican christian missionary school?

now this is really something. i might consider this if i didnt think it was so astoundingly funny.
i mean, what kind of image am i projecting to the rest of the world, that people will think of me as a model for their christian kids? dat i can actually teach in a missionary school, owned by a church, funded all the way from the USA?

what am i to the rest of the population?
what do people see when they look at me?
who am i?


i dread the answers. but i wanted to know, altho, i can hazard few guesses already.