for someone who needs to hear this..

>> Selasa, April 07, 2009

bngun pg awal cam biasa wpun smlm tido dah kul 1am. masuk bilik smbung menaip lg smpi tak sedar2 tido begolek2 dpn laptop.. pas mandi pki baju kuar amik kunci angkat barang zrooooom merempit lg g skola. seb baik tak tumpah sambal nasik lomak mak den... hihihi.. smpi je start niaga rushing hour begin. plan nk balik awal, adik ada nk cover i, setel apo yg patot, tepat kol 11 seperti yg di plan, amik beg kunci keta zroooomm merempit lg kali ni turun bukit lak.. hehehe.. smbil on laptop smbil carik nasik kat dapor.. baru teringat.. patot la perut lapo cam ada naga tgh piknik, rupanya daku tak mkn nasik sejak ari ahad woo... last mkn nasik petang ahad, lauk sosej goreng lak. nyum2 ada ayam masak kuning.. smbil mkn smbil on laptop.. carik signal wireless, yessss signal strong... la la la.. on ym jap... erkk.. ada offline msgs.... panjangnya.....

for someone who needs to hear this..
bila baca.. i feel so sad.. n so sorry for u.. bila i ckp, i really know how u feel, i really mean it..i tahu n i faham mcm mana perasaan tu.. im sorry the way things had been for u n her.. but im saying this as a fren n as a sister.. let her go.. let her go in peace.. n u may find ur peace again... its like diz, u bayangkan masa u bersama dia as a precious gift that no one can take away from you. live the memory and let it be the one thing that makes u strong.. let the memory live in ur heart n be compassionate.. when u still love someone who no longer loves you.. dats the greatest love anyone can feel.. u miss her, and dats ok.. its okay to miss someone.. tak kesah la u miss her or ur memory together, who cares.. love is irrational, it can only be felt..

but right now.. all i can say is.. kuatkan lah diri.. be strong.. let her go in peace.. i love her too.. n i'd die for her anytime.. n bcoz of dat, i want her to be happy with whomeve she wishes to be with.. maafkan lah diri u, take the memory as a gift n keep it safe.. let us pray for her, n i will pray for you too.. she had found her happyness, and u shud be happy for her.. i know its hard, n i know u already know all this, but kdg2 if kita ttgh sedih, we tend to forget..

be strong.. be very very strong.. let her go..
smile wpun dlm hati u menangis..
keep smiling.. insyaAllah, hati u akan tenang.. if u sabar, Allah akan bg u kekuatan utk lalui semua ni.. jgn cuba untuk berhenti, jgn paksa diri u utk lupakan dia.. tp belajar utk sayang dia wpun she's not urs anymore..

when u finally make peace with urself.. u will understand what love really is..
be strong my dear.. and may u found ur love and happyness..

:)

2 komen:

(",),  5:24 PTG, April 07, 2009  

Thanks.. :) im ok now, much better la.. pls dont take it seriously.. im ready to let her go.. mmg dari dulu mcm tuh.. btw x takut ke dia bace blog ko nih? hehe.. ape2 pun thanks a lot..

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Evelyn 5:54 PTG, April 07, 2009  

i know u r ready, but sometimes u dont know u r ready, hence the feeling..of uncertainty... payah nk let someone go..

rilek la bro, take it easy.. enjoy life, fill it with wondeful things.. u might not know now, but as time goes, so will ur pain (if its there)..

jgn take ur feelings for granted.. its ok la.. the fact that u can feel this way, shows that we are human.. afterall... hehe..

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